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Metanoia

by taiyo

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1.
microscopic 01:47
Right now my demons are running after me and I don't need to say anything. It's easy when you're looking through a microscopic point of view every problem points back to you it do. So why Do I run Do I run away. I can't start the car when my thoughts can barely go straight But I got these razorblades and my fists full of hate. So sucka come my way, come my way. So I started my car, put it right in park, and drove away.
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uninvited 01:34
~Verse~ Back at it again no money no friends and all they do is hate me and all they do is hate me words I could've said I would definitely regret, you're all fucking crazy don't call me back 180 ~Chorus~ okay so I don't expect anything anymore too afraid to get bored I'm dying I'm just a boy and unlike me there is nothing more inspiring than to go out fighting run in the flames its inviting! ~Outro~ fuck what they say fuck what they say fuck what they say
3.
~Verse 1~: Oh man I'm stumbling home again. All alone I got no friends. Walk away from this place All that bass hurts my brain and I'm more faded than ever. I never thought I'd be this way I've been throwing up for days ~Bridge~ I'm really a stupid bastard. So I race my car engine faster. ~Chorus~ To be drunk of your love To be drunk of your love Cause even though my heart it aches These memories I love to hate I see them blow away like the leaves on the ground And it's okay they'll fly away and rot without a singular sound. ~Verse 2~ All my friends make fun of me cause I can't hold my hits of weed as I swerve in between the lines. Truth be told I'm half the man that I wanna be. I'm not so sick of running away. I'll take that stubbornness to my Grave. ~Chorus~ To be drunk of your love To be drunk of your love Cause even though my heart it aches These memories I love to hate I see them blow away like the leaves on the ground And it's okay they'll fly away and rot without a singular sound.
4.
you lied 01:48
Lyrics: ~Verse~ it's not okay at all what's wrong? do you think im dumb? your face- tells it all along. crying makes it strong don't lie! do you think i'm dumb? along, so what's wrong? I know, that all along, you know that I might be wrong, that I might be wrong, yeah I might be wrong, im not strong, if that's the case so what? im strong for you, all along.
5.
sleep 02:03
~Verse~ I hate myself more than I have in a long time Staring straight into your eyes I hope it lasts a lifetime. Staying safe and still in your arms. Tomorrow's close but I am not that far. ~Chorus~ And I will go as far as you want me to! I would go as far as God needs us too! (da da da da dum) ~Verse 2~ I want to hold you closely Baby. ~Outro~
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apathetic 02:07
~Verse~ Why do I even bother? Why do I even bother? Why should I even bother? Why should I even bother? ~Chorus~ Why do you even bother, my dear? Why do you even bother, my dear? ~Instrumental Bridge~ ~Verse 2~ Why do you even bother? Maybe I shouldn't bother my dear.
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wide awake 02:33
~Verse 1~ It's okay to be wrong, It's okay as long as no one knows you're a ghost! To seek love to find hope- No one knows you're alone! I'm undead from the grave And I have hate in my head in my head in my head I'm better off dead! ~Bridge~ I'm not tryna live in your narrative You gotta step back and use those words is this just de-ja vu or am I inside your head? ~Chorus~ I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! ~Verse 2~ Super Psycho-Analyzer cherry rum and cola, I don't even care no more I just want a cold one. Spending nights with knives bleeding out on the sofa. Running out in the road till I get run over, Red Rover Red Rover I found a four leaf clover and it's a lucky one blooming in October! ~Bridge~ I'm not tryna live in your narrative You gotta step back and use those words is this just de-ja vu or am I inside your head? ~Chorus~ I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! I'm wide awake breathe it or speak it out! ~Outro~ oooohhhhohohohoh
8.
hanging up 01:11
~Verse 1~ I'm so tired my lungs hurt cant make sense of your words I'm flying down now from these clouds ~Verse 2~ I'm not tryna leave like we had nothing at all i just cant express these feelings this feeling this feeling of love of love love love ~Chorus~ so im hanging up im hanging up hanging up! now.

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released February 12, 2022

Completely Self Produced.

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taiyo Taunton, Massachusetts

Emo- Bedroom-Pop, Indie Folk artist making DIY songs from a makeshift studio in Massachusetts.
Heavily inspired by 90's grunge, My Chemical Romance, Twenty One Pilots & Cavetown.

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